Masterweaver
pull me up

hopeology:

I lost my wallet today.

But what hurt more was the sympathetic nods, the apologies, and the knowledge that without that pack of cards, I am not a human being.

I cannot obtain food, I can’t travel, and I cannot prove that my name is my name.

I feel empty. It makes me think… what am I if I lose the proof? I’m just a sort of bitterness that waits for a friend to pull it up.

Oh…

yeah.

I’ll vouch for you. If it helps.

dallydaydream:

cheesyrogue:

gaarrus:

people think i exaggerate when i say video games are my life but i literally have nothing else to look forward to if it wasn’t for video games i’d probably be even more depressed than i already am

same - bioware especially is like the only thing that makes me seem happy most of the time and any time that i don’t spend completely immersed in a fictional world is most likely spent freaking out over everything in the world

Oh man do I know that feel. *distributes hugs*

It’s video games and roleplay for me. I have a pretty good situation and all, with a loving family, wonderful partner, and great friends, I do know that, but depression still manages to cut through all the good things, so. Yeah, some of us, we just need escapism to get by.

Hell this week my partner and I decided to have a speedrun Skyrim contest (to see who can finish the main quest first) and it’s helped me feel better, day-to-day, than I have done in weeks.

There’s this book called “Reality is Broken” that actually delves into this phenomenon, justifies it, then starts listing off a number of ways it can be used for the betterment of mankind. Quite fascinating really.

hopeology:

Whispers, when I have long passed into the world of dreams, they tell me of another world.

I know they lie to me, but they tell me of a beautiful place, they tell me of peace and wonder.

I know they are not real, but they tell me of a mother who always cared, they tell me of a father who was always there.

I think they’re just dreams, but they tell me of a place where my body betrays only the desires I feel, and not the weakness.

I might have fallen pray, but is this new world the one I prefer? Is there not more love here, less pain?

Then I wake, and I know that they were never there, so I strive to become the person that my lying dreams describe.

Not all dreams are lies. Some are memories. Some are theories. Some are hopes.

And a few can become prophecies.

Did you like the Fireflare I did?

Yeah I did.

I mean, I’ve made it a running gag that she has celestia tier wings despite being only slightly larger than rainbow, but that’s a modeling limitation. Being in the vidgame creation business myself—or at least training to enter—I can see how it would be difficult to splice that.

hopeology:

1-800-273-8255 is the national fluffy bunny hotline. (not really, it’s the suicide hotline, but can you imagine a fluffy bunny hotline?)

I actually saw a baby bunny on Wednesday. It was trying its darndest to convince me it was just a bit of speckled dirt under a bush. Mama bunny was trying to convince me she was much better prey.

Terrified wild animals are adorable.

Can we type in this box in an attempt to give ideas to thoughs who run this?
Anonymous

dallydaydream:

fidpodcast:

Ideas to me on how better to run the tumblr? Absolument! Ears are always open on what more to add to the tumblr (and to those who’ve sent responses for such things, I apologize for the time it’s taking, but I have seen it, and I am working on it.)

Ideas to Spud on how to run the campaign? That’ll be a no. I mean, it’s certainly appreciated, but as is, Spud has lots and lots and lots and lots (and lots and lots) of notes and ideas and plans and schemes, and even if what was offered was one hundred percent genuine gold, it could all get thrown out the window because…well, I mean, have you seen this party? They’re nuts. 

I can confirm that we are indeed nuts.

Also bad around gold. Didja see what happened to Glaurung? Just sayin’.

TO be fair, that was less because of the gold and more because he was a bad father figure for Aurellia.

hopeology:

How telling is it that I don’t dream of being beautiful? I rather dream of being acceptable. I strive for the bare minimum, desperate for the tiniest bit of confirmation.

I dream of having tens of thousands of dollars, not so I may become a stunning display but rather so that I can go outside without fearing for my life.

I’m so pathetic.

There are others like me, who are strong and confident…

They live their lives in spite of these same obstacles, they do amazing things, but I am too frightened. I am too weak.

I believe in you.

I don’t care if you’re weak, or pathetic, or afraid. You are my friend, and I have seen you do great things, and I know you will keep doing great things.

Reblog if you’ve ever made YOURSELF cry during a roleplay.

dallydaydream:

feliv:

flesh-thief:

thefireinthesnowflake:

falseshepherdofcolumbia:

image

Had to reblog this shit dude.

feliv- mun, our last RP…I got teary-eyed!

-whispers- me too

Flotsam cried, so I cried.

Yes Flotsam is my character.

Yes I am hypersensitive. :P

Either that or a method actor.

…there was this one time on a playbypost where my character came home to find out her wife had been raped.

Technically not my fault, but typing out the reaction really tugged at me.

fleurmod:

a-meddling-moderator:

power-rings:

faster-by-choice:

bad-cops:

shiraae:

ch3rryvodk4:

blackyrider:

aggressiveblue:

shy-sweet-orange:

sailorleeches:

jacqueline-fourthwall:

marshal-lee-the-vamp-king:

ihavenofuckingcluewhoiam:

bowtie-wearing-wizard:

Snappy the grumpy moonchild.

Persnickety the crazy mystic

// Gabby the Grumpy fortune teller.

//Bravo the angry moon child//

Gaia the royal Stargazer 

Zinger the crazy Scientist

Tipsy the grumpy devil!!!

Ramsey the grumpy Monkey

Gaia the royal Goddess

Persnickety, the royal Fox

earnest the grumpy alien

Persnickety the Grumpy Moonchild

Gaia the lucky Mystic?? Ook. xD

Bravo the Royal Moonchild… What is this supposed to mean, anyway?

Ramsey the grumpy hermit….Does this mean I can cook?

Persnickety the crazy Dragon. Well, I know what my next D&D character is!

fleurmod:

a-meddling-moderator:

power-rings:

faster-by-choice:

bad-cops:

shiraae:

ch3rryvodk4:

blackyrider:

aggressiveblue:

shy-sweet-orange:

sailorleeches:

jacqueline-fourthwall:

marshal-lee-the-vamp-king:

ihavenofuckingcluewhoiam:

bowtie-wearing-wizard:

Snappy the grumpy moonchild.

Persnickety the crazy mystic

// Gabby the Grumpy fortune teller.

//Bravo the angry moon child//

Gaia the royal Stargazer 

Zinger the crazy Scientist

Tipsy the grumpy devil!!!

Ramsey the grumpy Monkey

Gaia the royal Goddess

Persnickety, the royal Fox

earnest the grumpy alien

Persnickety the Grumpy Moonchild

Gaia the lucky Mystic?? Ook. xD

Bravo the Royal Moonchild… What is this supposed to mean, anyway?

Ramsey the grumpy hermit….Does this mean I can cook?

Persnickety the crazy Dragon. Well, I know what my next D&D character is!

hopeology:

mwpriddypinkie:

hopeology:

rockon5002:

nltm:

wellmanicuredman:

nocakeno:

sherbetballets:

peppapigvevo:

nbqt:

i did this and got “power augmentation” and “empathic power augmentation”

Spacecraft physiology and dermal armor. Hmm
sassking-trevor
I just got an idea

Yuki-Onna (Snow Maiden) Physiology and Negative Touch. Absolutely no one would touch me ever

Guardian Inheritance (????????) and Gorgon Physiology. Neat!

roman deity physiology and helium manipulation

gonna give myself goat legs like pan faunus

POWER KICKING and DISINTEGRATION TOUCH

That’s a baller combo

Emotion Manipulation & Earth Shield Construction not bad.

Crystal generation and mana manipulation. Power crystal tech here I come!

Seed Manipulation and Air Augmentation. Clearly I am a terraformer… Hey Hope, want to colonize mars with me?

Only if I get my own country, and I can bring a bunch of friends hehe

Let’s be honest, neither of us have immortality, all we can really do is jumpstart a planetary base…. so the country thing can’t happen just because of resources. Still, I guess you could handle the paperwork, that’s pretty close right?